Well there are many things in life we recieve... Like this few person that i meant during a very fun and meaningful trip... They gave me a lot memories, Beautiful and Wonderful but along with it there are also bad ones... But i guess all this have to come to an end... As the saying goes:"All Good things must come to and END" Well i guess is time for me to learn to let go... From today on I'll try my very Best to Stay away from this two person RC and RS... *Whoever knows who are they keep to yourself alright... The Reason for my decision is simple... Key to maintaining a good friendship is to have a bond and this is made able by our time spending together talking be it rubbish or Other... But this is no longer there... So there really isn't much of a point... Well my wishes for you two is may you all do well in your National Exam and May God Bless you... And THANK YOU for the Memories!GOOD BYE!We are just friends, need not cling on to like that... Just let her be... If RC want to stay in school until 6pm+ by all means... It has nothing to do with me... So no need to get angry with this... JUST COMMON FRIENDS...
Well... A time out will be nice... To take a Break from Studies and People... Today, 3 main Feeling was over me... First is Anger... What is your problem... Why can't you just play the part and read the stupid score... All you need is to ask... And you will be able to master it... But NO!!... You don't have the guts to do it... i'm so disappointed in you...You said you wanted to learn it... Very well i have decided to let you learn BUT you always don't meet at least 5% of my expectation... And each time you always act emo infront of me... Each time you do that instead of making my heart melt... NO it back fired it never did have that effect... Next is sad... i don't know how to tell you meimei... If you come across this i think you will know... ZhiHao told me that, he told Mr Sam about you but Mr Sam didn't approve it... So i guess meimei you will have to stay in Flute Section... But is my HOPE that you will excel there... Do your very best for me ok... Cos i don't have a chance in learning it... JiaYou meimei...Last is worry... i'm worried about you... Each day i always see you with a very tired look but always smiling... It breaks my heart to see you like that... i know deep down in your heart you are tired but you don't want to show it or tell it to others... And i can only watch you over a distance... Each time i turn my heart to a certain direction i will see you... i don't know why is that happening... Is it because i like and sub-conscientiously thinking about you... But in any case i know i really like you...That kinda concluded today's post...
There are 2 girls that i will care the very most about... 1 of them is none other then my sister i never knew i have, and hope that i will have... She is Gladys... My little MewMew sister... She is someone who can put a smile on my face and also maybe a few drops of tears as well... i love her as though she is my real sister... Labels: Caught up with her in my mind
Next is her... JiaHui... i don't know why am i so caught up with her... Well the conclusion i got is... What happen during the China Cip Trip 2008... And up till now i think it have kinda change from a normal crush to a liking... Or maybe even more... Well i don't know... But her own Character is kinda making me worry... She don't really like people to know what she is going through... Why must you 2 hide things... Well meimei may not be much... But why you want to hide it... Is it because i'm a guy that's why you don't want to tell me... Well i just hope that that is the reason... i just want you to know that i like you and i will help you no matter what...
Life is so hard... You don't get what you want... All it takes is 1 wrong statement to tear someone completely down... Why can't life just be easy... A wave haven stop, the next just come crushing in... i'm tired of this... And the worst of all... i was reminded why i join band and coming to the end of the 5 years... i just realise also that i wasn't needed in the band... i'm a nobody... "We don't need you, so please say until you are very important..." And i have been working hard for my past 4 years and all i get is what... A lousy Section Leader Post... So what... Very big ar... All that i have done and is just a Stupid SL post... i can just return it into your face... i don't need it... It is just a piece of Junk... Labels: filled with anger and bitterness
The Word Eternal Slumber has been in my mind for some time and it disappeared but yesterday and today it resurfaces... Really Won't it be Nice that i could Sleep Forever and ever and don't wake up... Sleep until i die, no need to worry about anything on earth and that is happening... i Need NOT face problems and emotion and People!!... Labels: i guess it is about time
Giving up sound nice also... i Think it is about time i give up a meaningless pursuit over someone who i don't talk to... And i think my action are just plain NO POINT, MEANINGLESS, STUPID... SO JUST GIVE UP ON HER!!!!.... No Point... It is IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....我难过
我難過曲：周傳雄 詞：陳信榮 編：
那一年默默無言 只能選擇離開
無邪的笑容已經 不再精采
你害怕結局所以 拚命傷害
說是我擋住你的 美好未來
你堅決 不希望我等待
我便默默的讓你走開
如今你 受了傷回來
叫我如何接受這安排
我難過的是
放棄你 放棄愛 放棄的夢被打碎 忍住悲哀
我以為 是成全
你卻說你更不愉快
我難過的是
忘了你 忘了愛 盡全力忘記我們 真心相愛
也忘了 告訴你 失去的不能重來
Yesterday was the start of my Foundation Class Retreat(Camp) at HomeTeam NS at Bukit Gombak... Well the whole time together was Awesome and Fun... We first started off at GekLim or EL where we have teaching on the 4th piece of the Amour of God, the Shield Of Faith... After the session we went for lunch at Yu Tang... Then took Alex's Dad's Mini Bus down to the Chalet ground... The mini bus was... The seats are all very straight and very the shaky until i feel like vomiting....Then we reach there but can't check in till 2pm... So we were playing at the playground there... And people are like playing the swing... We are like got deprive Childhood... Haha... Rachel, Brendan, Jeremy, Marcus, Nani and me... Haha... After that we got another session....But all of this were the light stuff... And around 10pm HuiYing took over... This was the heavy 1... The topic was a aftermath and add on to what QingHui left of... i was Challenge by HuiYing's question... Am i having a Close Relationship with God?... Well my answer is no, my walk with Him in 2009 is far apart... Then this is where God showed me His gift for me... He gave me a task a Chance to show obedience to Him... And from the Foundation Topics of Daily Perspective, Stewardship, Will Of God and Amour Of God, it was just preparing me for This Gift He gave me on New Year Day...The present God gave me is a calling to Embrace the Truth spoken in the Bible in the Foundation Topic of New Life... "The Old HAS GONE and the New Has COME"... This is what God showed me... But i was so caught up with the fact that... What if i can't keep to what i promise and i fail Him again... Many thoughts run through my mine... Then God show me His second present for me... It is in the Book of Joshua, about God promising Joshua the Land of Jericho... What the Lord God told Joshua was not possible but By FAITH Joshua listen to God and Trusted His word without Doubt...i Hope that i will trust in the Lord and by FAITH i will follow His will...
['-The Memories-']
June 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
July 2010
['-The Notes-']
['-The Others'-]
..Chemistry
..Hope4-1B
..GM Band
..Food Blog
..Belle Tan
..Chin HuiHui
..Elissa Lim
..Gladys Ong
..Lee HuiJun
..Loren Ang
..Jeslyn Yeo
..Marilyn Tan
..Poh Junjie
..Pearly Yeo
..SioYing Ng
..Wilson Tan
..Yvonne Low
